Life is tough, but you can do it. Sometimes I get depressed and unhappy with my life. It usually happens when I think about my limitations and compare myself to other people who supposedly have it better. I think about all the bad things that are in the world and wonder why it has to be like that. Why isn't it better?
I wasn't brought up religious. I know a lot of people believe in God. Isn't God suppose to be in charge? He made the earth a everything on it right? Why would he allow all the bad stuff to happen? I'm not really looking for a religious debate, it's just something I think about sometimes.
You really need something to look forward to in life. You need something to live for. What I realized is that this can be different for everyone. Some people desperately want to get married and have a family. For them, that is something they look forward to.
I thought about what I look forward to and the things I came up with are: browsing my favorite sites on the internet, watching good shows on tv, and listening to good songs. These are activities I enjoy and they continuously provide new content. It is kind of sad that those are the things that come to my mind when I think about what I look forward to in life.
Some people might say they look forward to hanging out with friends or family; maybe going out and doing fun things or traveling. To some, those things are much more important that the activities I mentioned.
I may be going off topic, but this is just free flow writing after a session of deep thoughts. I wonder about if there is an after life. Personally, I think there is a good chance there is, that when you die, your "spirit" goes on. I would like to think that karma is involved and if you were a good person, you will have a good experience in the next life. Same goes for people who were bad, they would be dealt with accordingly after they die.
I wonder if I am not doing the right things with my life. I think about my job. I need to do it to earn money, but in the big picture, it seems like a waste of time. There are better things I could be doing. I could be making better contributions to society.
There is so much to think about. So much to consider. So much we don't know. Life is tough, but we can do it!